trickstersgambit:

So my friend astrakiseki suggested that maybe I get some recordings from my friends to listen to while I’m in the hospital. I’m not sure how good the internet will be, so I don’t know how well it’ll take to tinychat or something, for vidchat with you guys, so maybe it’ll be a really awesome thing?

I think I’d really like that.

I’d like to have my friend’s voices with me, in case no one can make it in to visit me. 

Guys…can you just..record dumb shit for me to listen to while I’m in? I really like this idea.

I really don’t care what you record. Read a chapter from a book, sing a lullaby, rant, sing some random pop or musical song or just whatever you can come up with… I just want to listen to my friends and know you’re there for me. I’m going to be there for a week, and I’m afraid. 

I’m afraid of hospitals, I’m afraid of needles, I’m afraid of being alone with perfect strangers who have nothing in common with me. I’m pathetic and afraid and just going back and forth between being ok and wanting to sob my eyes out because I just can’t deal.

I’m not going in for a month, not till the sixteenth. I’m just going to make a file and have it just be there.

I have a google voice account that I can rip voicemails from, so if you can’t record to your computer I have that number.

I just don’t want to feel so alone. 

I don’t want to be alone.